As The World Turns

Altho, I declared a few posts ago, I know where I want to go, the journey isn't going to be easy; As my coach said (Has anyone here done LP?) I'll will have to live my ways of being before I can find others. Being an Attention Deficit Overgrown Kid, listening to the lyrics (finally I'm paying attention), this song really struck me. Don't be so sucky my coach said, gotta love myself before I start loving others else it will always be at arms length. Music really does brings you back from the edge. A poignant reminder of where not to go again(and of great music, really soulful this, how come today's singers got no expression like Gino here) .

Living Inside Myself

In my life
I’ve felt so self assured
But suddenly it’s all changed
She’s a cloud
That hangs above my world
And I find myself wond’ring in the rain
And now I can’t go on

’cause I am lost
Living inside myself
Living inside this shell
Living outside your love
I am lost
Somewhere inside my own dreams
Afraid of what life really means
Living without your love

I need a guiding light
To shine on my darkest days
I was young, and time was on my side
But like a fool I let it slip away
And now those days are gone

And I am lost
Living inside myself
Living inside this shell
Living outside your love
I am lost
Somewhere inside my own dreams
Afraid of what life really means
Living without your love

In my life
I’ve felt so self-assured
But oh how all the seasons change
And now I’m not that strong

’cause I am lost
Living inside myself
Living inside this hell
Living outside your love
I am lost
Somewhere inside my own dreams
Afraid of what life really means
Living without your love

I am lost
Living inside myself
Living inside this shell
Living outside your love
I am lost


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"...look back and remember that hard work is an accomplishment in itself and that no matter where you rank in the "race" you cross the finish line for yourself" - Lori Rickett BFL competitor

No more
The answer is always within isn't it?
It's been a tough day.
2.3km 18:00 just didnt have the mood or energy today.
Hmmm need a plan...I know whats missing in my runs, an iPOD.. :D